Trying something so un-me

I tried something new this week. No I'm not going to tell you what it is. I can't even believe I did it. Now don't get me wrong, it's not bad. Its just not a me thing to do. Even as i was doing it, i was embarrassed at myself. I felt like I had stepped into this strange zone and didn't want to get out. Yet every time i think about it now, I want to invent a time machine and go back in time to change it. What's wrong with me? I'm not sure. Will i ever make up my mind about it? Probably not. Yet I have made up my mind to not try it again and leave it to the good old fashioned way from now on......and for some reason that makes me depressed ans relieved at the same time. I blame my strange brain!!