Trying something so un-me

I tried something new this week. No I'm not going to tell you what it is. I can't even believe I did it. Now don't get me wrong, it's not bad. Its just not a me thing to do. Even as i was doing it, i was embarrassed at myself. I felt like I had stepped into this strange zone and didn't want to get out. Yet every time i think about it now, I want to invent a time machine and go back in time to change it. What's wrong with me? I'm not sure. Will i ever make up my mind about it? Probably not. Yet I have made up my mind to not try it again and leave it to the good old fashioned way from now on......and for some reason that makes me depressed ans relieved at the same time. I blame my strange brain!!

I really Can't get this writing everyday thing...

No matter how i try, this blog seems to fall by the wayside. In the craziness of my day, this is a piece that always seems to get lost in the shuffle. So I have come to terms with it. I have realized that the only way for me to get logically get rid of this guilt, is to write when i can. Instead of harassing myself about not writing a new post everyday I will simply wait until i can give myself to a new post. So for those few, wonderful people that actually read this, just know that you will get better material with this change. Well at least i hope. :P