AHHHHHHHH

Why is that sometimes you say things to help others and in the process you hurt yourself? why is it? That no matter how much your heart may hurt, you refuse to make things strange and say something. They talk about moving on and all i can think about is the past.

The urge to Scream

Today i had to urge to do one thing; scream. I dont know why but it just seemed to build up within me all day until at around 10:00 tonight i finally let go. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

now i feel so much better!

Ironic and Unrelated Items of Discussion

The ever curse of the writer....the lack of something to write about. We are able to be type-writers. We can write about the same thing all the time, but once in awhile we hit the wall on that subject. That is the point of the deepest agony. We have come to the end of the road on that subject and must once again search for the next idea that will last us. This search is the reason that some never write at all. The search is painful and long, and the idea that you will never find another one haunts your every waking hours. Yet the truth remains you cannot continue "beating the same dead horse." So the search commences and the stories lay waiting...

A bit of the Life

When a man is in doubt about this or that in his writing, it will often guide him if he asks himself how it will tell a hundred years hence. Samuel Butler

Today was another day that i could have lived with out a few things in it. As a day it started okay. I got a cup of coffee and got to walk to work with my earphones blowing enthusiasm into my mind and a smile onto my face. Praising God and feeling a tiny part of His great joy in my heart. The wind and the rain swirled and my fingers changed to a purple hew but nothing could touch me. got to work and immersed my self in the tasks at hand.Everything went great.

The very end of my day was the downer. things happen and people react. What do you say to them? the only people you can control is yourself. One must also remember that you and you alone can affect how much damage something can truly do to you. Remember that. People aren't perfect. You aren't perfect. I'm definitely not perfect! But thats okay! Say it with me. " Thats okay!" Remember that. Sometimes people have to help you figure out what flaws you have. Its not comfortable its not nice all the time but in all cases you may learn something. Once you have learned something, never let yourself mope. Do something about it and then find a funny movie or something that makes you laugh and then realize you are okay!!!

This is something i know personally. I know how it hurts and i know how badly you can let it hurt if you do not protect yourself. With God all things are possible, so protect and learn to enjoy every day no matter what. Thats my life and my advice...

Here We Go

The pages are still blank, but there is a miraculous feeling of the words being there, written in invisible ink and clamoring to become visible. ~Vladimir Nabakov

Write down the thoughts of the moment. Those that come unsought for are commonly the most valuable. ~Francis Bacon

Famous quotes. The easy way to begin something that you are not sure of how to write. They are the bits of wisdom that moves along the fingers that have stalled on top of a pile of emotions and scrambled letters that are eager to escape. For they must escape or the truth and the whole truth will burst forth like fountain to engulf you. These bits of wisdom draw forth the fountain slowly, so no one is overpowered, yet piece by piece the puzzle of thoughts form together the story of a life. So in the end the only reason we have great pieces of literature is because we have been "transformed by the renewing of our minds." ( Bible)